Work was alright for me today. Nice! Left at around 5.45pm...
All my colleagues found out about us already. All share the same views... same thoughts... as me... I am not the only selfish one... So loved by them... They said, "Like how they protected me from David, they will protect me from him as well." Thanks girls...
Went to have 2 custard puff from Hans first before heading home. Was feeling kind of hungry and did not feel like having a heavy dinner. What a joke.
Went I reached Ang Mo Kio MRT station, he called me. Chatted for a while before deciding to go to Sun Plaza. For what? Just to go and try their.......... CHICKEN RICE!!! Stupid? Well, he claims that it is the best he has ever eaten and he has been saying that he will bring me to try it ONE DAY. That one day has finally arrived... after god knows how many months... =)
Told him about what my colleagues say... what my friends say... how they feel and see him as now... Evil me... Trying to make him change his mind? Do not thikn he will do it at all though... Stupid me...
Chicken rice was not bad though. The sauce is nice... tasty... But their rice was alot!!! Could not finish it. Love their soup. Just plain soup with peanuts!!! My favourite!!! =)
Stood at the enterance of Sun Plaza to chat for awhile. His sister called. Tomorrow's Thipusam and they are going to the temple later. That girl will be driving HIS car over. Going along with them as well. When he told me, I just move along with him. Like normal. Can I be like this forever? Can I forget about everything eventually?
We are planning to go India in March... Shall go see which part of India is nice and find out about the different packages that travel agents have to offer...
Am thinking now... Is he making use of me??? After 2 years, when he is married... happily (???) with his family... I will still be my lonely self here... I so hate myself now... Maybe his actions, words and feelings are genuine. But it just cannot deter me from thinking otherwise... Who knows what he is really thinking of anyway. Only he does...
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
2:19 PM